So as I sit here watching More To Love on ABC, I am sickened to the bottom of my stomach. All of these women are pulling out the pity stories and poor me crying eyes. These women have known this "perfect man" for only two weeks and are so mesmerized by him and deem him the only man that they could fall in love with. Take a step back and think of why exactly you are there and what you are truely looking for. To me these women have no self confidence, self worth nor do they know themselves enough to give themself to a man. It disturbs me that the network is portraying such an emphasis on their size. These are issues that women deal with no matter what their size. I get the jist of the show but I don't agree with the women trying to pull it off.
Anyways how does this stupid reality show relate to me, you might ask???
My life may not be the ideal for many people I know but that is what makes it my life. I have no regrets for how I have lived my life so far. Of course I wish for more but who doesn't? Of course I would like to find that special someone to share my life with but I am not going to create a pity party for myself in order to make that happen. I am happy and content with my life at the moment but I will continue to look for the positive future for even a better life. I don't blame my life on my weight or physical attributes. I don't have a problem meeting men - the problem is finding one I feel worthy to share my life with. I don't think I ask for too much -- just the same level of trust, honesty, respect and love. How difficult can that be?
I refuse to blame my social life on my weight...or how I look. No matter how you are physically if you look down on yourself then why shouldn't someone else. If you don't feel worthy then no one else will either. That's all on you, not them. Don't expect someone to treat you better than you treat yourself.
I have no regrets and I know what I want and I know someday it will all fall into place.
Thanks for listening to my ramble.
Thanks for listening.
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