Saturday, January 30, 2010

3 Months

3 months has passed...so much has changed in such a short period of time...90 days and so much change.
Relationships have passed, new beginnings have been started and loved ones now gone.
I believe that people come into your life for various reasons. Not everyone you come in contact with will be in your life for the long term. Then again those you may just see as passing for a short time may surprise you. It's up to you to decipher the coding from your contacts and decide who fits into your life - like a jigsaw puzzle.
These last 3 months have been such a crazy emotional ride. It's a wonder I made it out the other side. The one thing that I know that has helped me move on has been HOPE.
Hope of some peace and closure from my past.
Hope of a new beginning.
Hope of a promising future.
Hope to become a better person and pursue what I truely want out of life.
Hope of a desire to be happy.
Hope to be loved as I know I deserve to be.
Hope to make someone happy.
Hope to give Marcus a happy life.
Hope....what more do we need?

Thursday, January 7, 2010

In the beginning...

of the year 2010....there was lots of excitement, messes left over from Christmas, new stuff to find a place for, lots of cleaning to get done, new toys to play with, decorations to take down, loved ones to miss, recent memories to look back on, and new memories to be made.
I have been exhausted, happy, relaxed, loved, and yes even sick! This first week of the new year has been one of the greatest of my life. I am so proud to have those I care about around me. This year I am open to new possibilities in all aspects of my life. There are already a load of things planned and going on and I can't wait for all the new memories and experiences.
Marcus has gone back to school - yeah!!! It's so hard to think that come August he will be walking thru a new set of school doors into Kindergarten. He is such a smart little guy - scares me to fast forward 10 years! I have a gut feeling that this year will be unlike any before - good or bad - but unlike any other!!!! In advance, I thank you for being a part of it. Come in, sit down, and hold on for the ride :)
Here's to a great year so far...I am ready for so much more.